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surrogates was actually really good

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I wasn’t sure if I’d like 127 Hours, but it was excellent! super emotional bro

I wasn’t sure if I’d like 127 Hours, but it was excellent! super emotional bro

# currently watching  # 127 hours 
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"You know, I’ve been thinking. Everything is… just comes together. It’s me. I chose this. I chose all this. This rock… this rock has been waiting for me my entire life. It’s entire life, ever since it was a bit of meteorite a million, billion years ago. In space. It’s been waiting, to come here. Right, right here. I’ve been moving towards it my entire life. The minute I was born, every breath that I’ve taken, every action has been leading me to this crack on the out surface."

- Aron Ralston (127 Hours)
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To me this scene was always much more than just the death of Rorschach. In the graphic novel it was a private emotional interaction between just Rorschach and Manhattan but I understand why they threw in Dan for the movie. The two of them have reached a point where they realize earth doesn’t need them. After all they’ve done for people, they see no results. Then Adrian’s plan finalizes that. Everything they did was for nothing. The two of them have been broken down to the point where they’re sick and tired of being here. There’s a mutual respect and understanding between them in this moment. Two broken souls finally admitting that they are broken.

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Guy: “I keep thinking about something you said.”
Girl: “Something I said?”
Guy: ”Yeah. About how you often feel like you’re observing your life from the perspective of an old woman about to die. You remember that?”
Girl: ”Yeah. I still feel that way sometimes. Like I’m looking back on my life. Like my waking life is her memories.”
Guy: ”Exactly. I heard that Tim Leary said as he was dying that he was looking forward to the moment when his body was dead but his brain was still alive. You know they say that there’s still six to twelve minutes of brain activity after everything else is shutdown. And a second of dream consciousness, right, well, that’s infinitely longer than a waking second. You know what I’m saying?”
Girl: ”Oh, yeah, definitely. For example, I wake up and it is 10:12, and then I go back to sleep and I have those long, intricate, beautiful dreams that seem to last for hours, and then I wake up and it’s … 10:13.”
Guy: ”Yeah, exactly. So then six to twelve minutes of brain activity, I mean, that could be your whole life. I mean, you are that woman looking back over everything.”
Girl: ”Okay, so what if I am? Then what would you be in all that?”
Guy: ”Whatever I am right now. I mean, yeah, maybe I only exist in your mind. I’m still just as real as anything else.”
Girl: ”Yeah. I’ve been thinking also about something you said.”
Guy: ”What’s that?”
Girl: ”Just about reincarnation and where all the new souls come from over time. Everybody always says that they’ve been the reincarnation of Cleopatra or Alexander the Great. I always want to tell them they were probably some dumb fuck like everybody else. I mean, it’s impossible. Think about it. The world population has doubled in the past 40 years, right? So if you really believe in that ego thing of one eternal soul, then you have only 50% chance of your soul being over 40. And for it to be over 150 years old, then it’s only one out of six.”
Guy: ”Right, so what are you saying? That reincarnation doesn’t exist, or that we’re all young souls like where half of us are first round humans?”
Girl: ”No, no. What I’m trying to say is that somehow I believe reincarnation is just a - a poetic expression of what collective memory really is. There was this article by this biochemist that I read not long ago, and he was talking about how when a member of our species is born, it has a billion years of memory to draw on. And this is where we inherit our instincts.”
Guy: ”I like that. It’s like there’s this whole telepathic thing going on that we’re all a part of, whether we’re conscious of it or not. That would explain why there are all these, you know, seemingly spontaneous, worldwide, innovative leaps in science, in the arts. You know, like the same results poppin’ up everywhere independent of each other. Some guy on a computer, he figures something out, and then almost simultaneously a bunch of other people all over the world figure out the same thing. They did this study. They isolated a group of people over time, and they monitored their abilities at crossword puzzles, right, in relation to the general population. And they secretly gave them a day-old crossword, one that had already been answered by thousands of other people, right. And their scores went up dramatically, like 20 percent. So it’s like once the answers are out there, people can pick up on ‘em. It’s like we’re all telepathically sharing our experiences.”

Guy: “I keep thinking about something you said.”

Girl: “Something I said?”

Guy: ”Yeah. About how you often feel like you’re observing your life from the perspective of an old woman about to die. You remember that?”

Girl: ”Yeah. I still feel that way sometimes. Like I’m looking back on my life. Like my waking life is her memories.”

Guy: ”Exactly. I heard that Tim Leary said as he was dying that he was looking forward to the moment when his body was dead but his brain was still alive. You know they say that there’s still six to twelve minutes of brain activity after everything else is shutdown. And a second of dream consciousness, right, well, that’s infinitely longer than a waking second. You know what I’m saying?”

Girl: ”Oh, yeah, definitely. For example, I wake up and it is 10:12, and then I go back to sleep and I have those long, intricate, beautiful dreams that seem to last for hours, and then I wake up and it’s … 10:13.”

Guy: ”Yeah, exactly. So then six to twelve minutes of brain activity, I mean, that could be your whole life. I mean, you are that woman looking back over everything.”

Girl: ”Okay, so what if I am? Then what would you be in all that?”

Guy: ”Whatever I am right now. I mean, yeah, maybe I only exist in your mind. I’m still just as real as anything else.”

Girl: ”Yeah. I’ve been thinking also about something you said.”

Guy: ”What’s that?”

Girl: ”Just about reincarnation and where all the new souls come from over time. Everybody always says that they’ve been the reincarnation of Cleopatra or Alexander the Great. I always want to tell them they were probably some dumb fuck like everybody else. I mean, it’s impossible. Think about it. The world population has doubled in the past 40 years, right? So if you really believe in that ego thing of one eternal soul, then you have only 50% chance of your soul being over 40. And for it to be over 150 years old, then it’s only one out of six.”

Guy: ”Right, so what are you saying? That reincarnation doesn’t exist, or that we’re all young souls like where half of us are first round humans?”

Girl: ”No, no. What I’m trying to say is that somehow I believe reincarnation is just a - a poetic expression of what collective memory really is. There was this article by this biochemist that I read not long ago, and he was talking about how when a member of our species is born, it has a billion years of memory to draw on. And this is where we inherit our instincts.”

Guy: ”I like that. It’s like there’s this whole telepathic thing going on that we’re all a part of, whether we’re conscious of it or not. That would explain why there are all these, you know, seemingly spontaneous, worldwide, innovative leaps in science, in the arts. You know, like the same results poppin’ up everywhere independent of each other. Some guy on a computer, he figures something out, and then almost simultaneously a bunch of other people all over the world figure out the same thing. They did this study. They isolated a group of people over time, and they monitored their abilities at crossword puzzles, right, in relation to the general population. And they secretly gave them a day-old crossword, one that had already been answered by thousands of other people, right. And their scores went up dramatically, like 20 percent. So it’s like once the answers are out there, people can pick up on ‘em. It’s like we’re all telepathically sharing our experiences.”

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"I know we haven’t met, but I don’t want to be an ant. You know? I mean, it’s like we go through life with our antennas bouncing off one another, continuously on ant autopilot, with nothing really human required of us. Stop. Go. Walk here. Drive there. All action basically for survival. All communication simply to keep this ant colony buzzing along in an efficient, polite manner. “Here’s your change.” “Paper or plastic?’ “Credit or debit?” “You want ketchup with that?” I don’t want a straw; I want real human moments! I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don’t want to give that up. I don’t want to be ant, you know?"

- Waking Life
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"As one realizes that one is a character in another person’s dream, that is self-awareness."

- Waking Life
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I just started watching yet another british TV series, Ultraviolet. apparently Being Human was influenced by it, and its got that dickhead guy from pirates of the caribbean in it too, so I have unrealistically high hopes that this will be eye-meltingly amazing.

I just started watching yet another british TV series, Ultraviolet. apparently Being Human was influenced by it, and its got that dickhead guy from pirates of the caribbean in it too, so I have unrealistically high hopes that this will be eye-meltingly amazing.

# currently watching  # ultraviolet 
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"For instance, on the planet Earth, man had always assumed that he was more intelligent than dolphins because he had achieved so much—the wheel, New York, wars and so on—whilst all the dolphins had ever done was muck about in the water having a good time. But conversely, the dolphins had always believed that they were far more intelligent than man—for precisely the same reasons."

- Douglas Adams
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